Self image

I struggle a lot with my self image and confidence, I am with an amazing man and he loves every part of me but I feel like my body is gross, I’m 5’5 and I weight 133 pounds I’m on my journey to get to my goal weight 126 lbs, birth control made me gain weight so I recently changed it I just and very self conscious. And I often feel like I don’t have anything to give to my boyfriend though he wants a future with me I’m scared he will someday grow bored of my body.