C section scheduled - she’s breached!

Up til today my doctor would feel for her and feel her feet at my ribs. This whole time we thought she was head down. Turns out she’s frank breached. So her feet are up with her head. She’s in a ball. And the thought of manipulating her to come down sounds so painful to me. My doctor also said with frank breached babies its hard to get them out of that position. I definitely don’t want her tugging on my belly.. I guess it just makes me sad I feel like I’m missing out on the whole birthing experience. Contractions, my water breaking etc. birth in general is such a beautiful thing, but I still feel bummed. Any other ladies in this position? I know there is a possibility she could move, but I’m almost 37 weeks. We have two weeks, and she’s only going to have less and less room. Agh! 😭😩