You know that painfully in love feeling where the ache is pure desire

Oh my god I just want to cry I am so in love...

Do you know that feeling? That feeling of just waiting until you can be together as a married couple?

All my doubts were swept aside the other night when he told me (uhhh yelled at me) that didn’t I see that everyone he’s ever expressed interest in and dated, he pursued because something about them reminded him of me... that he was trying to replicate that feeling and he never could and that I was his first love even if I tried not to be, and so I was the first woman to break his heart 😭

He told me of course he wants to get married, and of course he wants to marry me. He thought we would have been there by now and he counts every moment apart from me as time wasted.

I was honestly floored 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭

He’d said something about sitting next to the woman he wants to marry and I was like.. “me? 🥺” and he just looked at me like I had three heads. Like how could I even ask that.

He said, “do you not realize that the day you told me I could only kiss you if I dated you, you gave me everything I’ve ever wanted in this world?”

🙀😻😻😻