Bfn and pumpkin waffles!?

Feeling so down today. This was my first cycle TTC after my most recent mc which was ectopic and treated with methotrexate. Also had a mc in February and needed a d&e. Have been through such a long process of tests and meds and this cycle was so expensive and difficult. And been getting BFN all week. I get bloodwork tomorrow but I know it's gonna be negative. Fuck this shit! At least I made pumpkin waffles this morning and they are tasty. End of rant.