My quick but traumatic birth w/ my rainbow baby!

After a rollercoaster of a pregnancy.. of doctors telling me she's under developed, to small, being ignored during corona issues and being diagnosed then them taking it back. Inducing being scheduled then canceled by doctors. Teslyn Kris decided she was coming and coming now at 39&5. She came quick but hard. Took me 1 hour to go from no contractions to 2 mins apart starting at 1:30a Then water broke around 2:30a at house with a contraction. Then from getting to the hospital at 4am-5pm to be fully dialated and ready to go (after being 3cm dialated and 80% effaced for a week). She was born 6:52pm. My epidural wore completely off right before i even started pushing. And my left hip felt like it was being crushed from her having her arm up. That was fun. My placenta got stuck and tore in two so I had to go through that which was honestly horrible compared to birth.. i would have rather pushed harder so after being pushed, pulled, and having a dr elbow deep as one put all her weight on my stomach which the table was lowered with my head down for another 30 minutes after delivering, im now stitched up with 2 degree tears and on blood thinners for 2 days. Which the first pee was not as painful as I thought but it can be different for everyone. The hemroid I have is the most painful when standing a going to the bathroom. Who knew I'd be excited to wear a ice pack in a diaper 🤣 Now she's breast feeding and we transfered to maternity ward. Teslyn Kris Born 7/26/20 @ 6:52p 8 pounds 1.8 oz and 20.5 inches 💕 sorry in advance to the father.. but shes my twin as a baby.. so now there is two of me 🤷‍♀️🤣 she has a angel looking over her as I was pregnant and had a miscarriage a month before I got pregnant with her. I gave up hope. My anxiety was bad. But its all worth it