Insecurities

To be honest, I’ve never lived anything about my vulva. I feel like it’s too dark, I feel like my labia minora and my labia majora are very out of proportion and I have a lot of hyperpigmentation. I know that majority of the vaginas I see in porn aren’t “untouched” or that the pornstars more than likely had some work done, but that still doesn’t help with my self esteem. On top of that, I’ve never see anyone who has a vagina similar to mine. I’ve held off on getting in relationships because of this reason. I can’t bare the idea of someone seeing me naked. I know that I’m too young (15) to really be worrying about something like this, but I’m a tired of feeling ashamed about something I can’t fix.