When your mentally abusing emotionally and physically cheating ex of 6 years likes a photo that says “ready to be in a relationship with someone who supports my mental health and dreams” and you were that person, but they decided to get pissed off when you simply asked them what their plan B was because becoming a director isn’t guaranteed, and that turns into him getting mad, then he overthinks that and tells you he thinks you think his dream is trash when you simply asked what other option is there if it doesn’t work, and then ruins the relationship by cheating on you with his boss who he’s “in love” with, and he thought living with you was too hard but he was the one making it hard because he wouldn’t listen to you when you voiced your concerns and worries about said boss for 6 months, only feeding the fire and ultimately making each other turn on one another, and now your both complete strangers and he hates you for no reason when all you wanted to do was love and support them forever and only asked for basic loyalty and honesty. Then realizing he probably forced himself to stay with you because he didn’t want to be the one to end things and end up as “the bad guy” and that makes you feel a million times worse because a mutual breakup would have been better then being beaten down and cheated on.

Now you’re emotionally broken inside because of said events and showing any type of emotion is beyond impossible as you sit there numb and broken wondering how you could have changed anything that happened, then realizing there’s nothing you could have done and he would have cheated on you no matter what you did or said, and you watched as the love of your life slowly falls out of love with you for someone else as you both are still together, and you’re in denial about it and that’s why you decided to fight till the very end until one night you just break and finally give up.