Baby #3

I have 2 boys 16mo apart and my youngest is now 9mo and baby fever is hitting me HARD these days. Youd think after having my first two so close I wouldnt want a 3rd so close. I'm trying to make myself want to wait a bit longer. I love having babies and the next will most likely be our last so I kinda want to wait. I don't want this stage to be over yet. But at the same time it would be nice in a way to get this "tougher" years out of the way at once. Ugh idk. I dont think I'll ever decide decide so I kinda hope we will just end up with a surprise pregnancy at some point