I have to tell somebody my secret

So I met my current boyfriend when I was with my ex. With my last boyfriend, I was pretty miserable. He didn’t really give me any attention at all, I never got any compliments from him, he never took me out and all around I just felt like I was never really that important to him. I was SO in love with him when we started dating and I feel like I just fell out of love with him as time went on because I was over it. Well towards the end I was thinking of breaking up with him but was afraid to do it because we lived together and I had nowhere to go if I moved out. My current boyfriend had reached out to me at that point and started being really sweet and we had never actually met in person. I never really flirted back because I felt like it was cheating. But one day he asked me to meet up and I felt like if I said no I’d miss the opportunity. So I went. I didn’t really think anything would come of it. I told my boyfriend I was going to a friends house. Well I instantly fell in love with him. We stayed out late that night just talking for hours and I broke up with my boyfriend the next morning. Am I a shitty person? I know I could’ve gone about it better.