Postnatal depression?

Guys something is seriously wrong with me 😢

I gave birth 10 weeks ago and ever since I had my baby I have been very depressed.

I’m absolutely over the moon, my labour was amazing and quick.. my baby is beautiful and soo gentle 🥰

Although this isn’t enough for me. I have missed being pregnant this whole time yet I hated it at the time!!!

I miss being pregnant sooo much and I start crying all the time when I see pregnant ladies or when I think about my experience etc.

This is NOT normal. This isn’t how I am usually and I’ve just had a baby???? Why does my brain constantly feel empty and feeling like I desperately want another baby???