It hurts 💔

Ik that he loves me, and I love him as well. To death. But I'm not the woman who he wants to fix him. His reason to stop being an alcoholic, to find a new job. Simply said to be the better version of himself. To make him realize that it's enough. I tried to help him, tried my very best. But it wasn't good enough for him to realize. Idk what to do. I'm not doing this for us. I'm doing this for him. To help him. But again, I'm not the woman he needed.