what shall i do. i am heartbroken

i was speaking to a boy for a while. i thought he was different. he was so nice to me.
i got raped when i was younger and i suffer with bpd and ptsd i spoke out to him, also about my abusive step dad, and a lot of things. i felt as if i had finally found someone to talk to.
i find out, he was never really interested, he took my nudes and sent them around to his friends in jail. my nudes are going around in jails. i don’t know what to do.
i am so suicidal and this is making it worse. he blocked me on everything.
i thought i finally found someone to talk to.
i don’t even have friends to talk to
i am so shocked

i messaged him on my old spam page
he’s blocked me on snapchat but the message still went through this is what i said

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