Vent I guess.

I found out 10/27 that I was having a miscarriage. On 10/31 I ended up spending the night in the er for an incomplete miscarriage. Yesterday my fiance and I were spending time with his family. I was making coffee and told my SO that I had bad news. My soon to be brother in law (16 years old) laughs and says "what? Your pregnant?" he knows that this is my second miscarriage. I got mad and started crying. Ever since then I just cry whenever I'm alone. Now my fiance wants me to take to a therapist. I don't mind doing that I'm just scared that no matter how hard I try I won't be able to give my husband a child. I was on blood thinners for 2 years along with other medications because of a blood clot in my head. But I'm still scared I won't be able to give him a baby.

I know this is long but thank you for taking time out of your day to read this.