Agonizing

This is absolutely agonizing. I'm in my tww and on day four of mild cramping that comes and goes and the occasionally spotting when I wipe. Did the pee test yesterday and bfn. It's making me moody and irritable and sad and hopeful. I'm all over the place. I want the positive so badly but if it is I'll be terrified for the pregnancy. My poor husband has to deal with me in all this. I honestly feel bad for him 😥