Am I alone?

I have a question for all of you ladies undergoing fertility treatments! I am entering into my year and half TTC and 4th month medicated cycle. I am so thankful that I have the opportunity to even see a dr for our fertility problems but I am wondering do any of you just feel so fed up? I had an appt yesterday and I circled the parking lot for almost 45 minutes before I had to call and cancel my appointment. I called DH crying and he said why don't we just take a month or two off and a sense of relief washed over me! I know taking a break isn't going to get us closer to conceiving but man it feels good not to worry about anything if only for a month or two! Just wondering if I am alone or have you ladies taken time off!