I need advise

I have a boyfriend. I experimented in middle school/ high school with girls. I had some really bad situations with females taking advantage of me so I after that was like fuck this, no. But even since then I always saw females and was so attracted to them and had this huge crush on the chic for 2 years. When I started dating my boyfriend I finnally stopped ignoring the part of me that was attracted to females and realized I was Bi. I've been with my boyfriend for a bit now and I'm way less attracted to him and keep seeing women and being way more attracted to women (random stangers) then my boyfriend who I claim to love. I feel bad and weird and dont know what to think.