On the verge of a break down😭🥺

I’m on the verge of having a full break down😭my husband is getting stationed in Korea in two months. We’re trying the best to get everything done so we can go together but I have to get it approved by my pulmonologist and the army and I highly doubt it’s going to get approved just because how bad my asthma is. If I don’t get approved I’m stuck without him for a year. Which might not seem long but it is to me when we’ve been around each other constantly almost. And with wanting and trying for a baby for what seems like forever and everyone around is getting pregnant so easily. It’s definitely bringing me down