I need advise

Hey ladies im not sure if its the right group but i can find a more relevant one. At 21 October im starting job my son will be 10 months old. The thing is that i idont want to leave him at my sister in law neither to my mother in law. They used to be my friends i knew them before i start any relationship with my husband but since i got pregnant with my first son theres been some misunderstandings and many thins have been said and its not that we dont have good relationships but i dont feel well to leave him and go to work. Please i need someone to teel me that its ok.