Chemical pregnancy

Trigger warning...

After 3 months TTC #2, I got my first faint positive at 9dpo, it darkened and was positive on a digital by 10dpo, and then today, at 4 weeks 2 days, I just had a miscarriage (or “chemical pregnancy” I guess). I’m devastated and shocked (I’ve had one successful pregnancy, am under 35, no risk factors.

Want to start again ASAP, but also just feeling really sad and alone. I didn’t tell anyone except my husband that we were trying or pregnant, I’m on basically back to back Zoom calls for work (and oh by the way my state is burning down around me). Not sure what I’m looking for, maybe support/advice/encouragement?