TTC talk/?

So me and SO been together for almost two yrs and we been trying for about two months I try so hard not to symptom spot or have too many conversations about it with him cause it seem to bother him when we don’t conceive and my period starts but recently I been buy multiple different test to make sure I don’t have a bad test for when I miss my period which is today cause there is no af but I didn’t test cause I don’t have any period or pregnancy symptoms beside this brown spotting but I wanna know does anyone else SO make them feel uncomfortable buying pregnancy test I’m confused on it he wants this or am I just tripping