Advice please 🥺☺️

I’m 2️⃣1️⃣ and Im starting my second year of university in October, my parents are strict and I would probably be beaten then booted out the house, although I don’t currently live there as I am in a student house for my time in university, my sister was beaten and booted out when she got pregnant young 😒 and to make it even worse the guy I’m with is not the one 😭 I was finally building up courage to leave but now this 😫 I love babies 🥺 I want kids when it’s the right time and with the right man

I’m happy but not with of my circumstances 😞