40+3... frustrated, contractions ! 😡

Hey ladies... so I had been posting about contractions.

So last night around 11pm they were super intense and super regular, 7 mins apart and killing me, I was going to keep taking them but everyone had me nervous like I should be going in just in case... so I called my doc he said I could go in bc I sounded like I was uncomfortable, in which I was...

Well as we get there and I’m in the car I felt them start to not be as bad as they were at home. I get to the friggin hospital and I’m only 2CM!!!!!!!!! 😡😡😡 but I in fact was having contractions but I had like 6 Vs what I was having at home, I was so pissed. They gave me option to stay, but I thought that was pointless... bc I was only a 2, and they don’t allow you to shower or eat bc they have you on monitor 24/7... which sucks!

So I went home, when I say I have been contracting ALL NIGHT LONG I have not slept, they have been so brutal no matter the position, no matter if I eat, they are so intense. They are 5-6 mins and then sometimes like 7-8 mins. But I literally get them nonstop!!!!!!!! But they were NOT like that at the hospital.... idk what the hell to do at this point. Bc I don’t want to go back again just to be where I was when I got there. I don’t understand the intensity at home but then nothing there. 😣😣😣