I don’t know what to do

Update: I decided to just tell him I’m keeping the baby no matter what he says. He was mad at first but then he went to the ultrasound with me and now he’s saying things including the words “our kid” and honestly it warms my heart. It’s looking very good now and I’m doing so much better mentally. So excited! March 29th is the due date and I’m counting down the minutes lol!

I’m 10 weeks pregnant. My boyfriend and I have been fighting about abortion and keeping the baby. I want to keep this baby, so bad. I recently got a job offer that would honestly let me be able to raise the baby all on my own with no problem. But I’m in love with my boyfriend.... I couldn’t think of anyone better to spend the rest of my life with. He is begging me to have an abortion because he is not ready and it’s going to lead to a lot of stress for him. I told him I want this baby and you can be there. And if you’re not, that’s okay too... he didn’t like that too much and he asked me “ so you would rather lose me than not have this baby”. And I just don’t know what to do. I want them both. But.... he just doesn’t want this baby at all. I’m torn and heartbroken. This is all I think about at night or even when I’m at work. Please... anyone have any advice?