Mom started "seeing someone"

Katie

So, my dad passed away, from a heart attack, at the age of 60, on May 9th, 2016. I know this has been some time ago, but being pregnant has stirred up a lot of emotions within me. I am the youngest of 4 and I was very close to my dad. He just understood me. We were so much alike. I understand...and I knew that eventually, my mom would probably start seeing someone. She has been kind of sneaky about it, I feel like. I know she misses him and that she is sad and lonely, too. She has made comments here and there about talking to people...I think just to feel out my reaction. This has crushed me. I miss my dad. I can't stop crying. I know I am probably acting like a child, but I can't help how I feel. I attached our "conversation " about it. I am a little hurt about how I am finding out. I don't know who else to talk to right now. I also don't feel fully capable of speaking to her about it. I don't WANT to see pictures or discuss it. I can't get it together. I have been crying since this morning because I FELT like something was "off" and I was dreading when she finally answered me. I just needed to vent/talk to someone. Please help my heart. This hurts.💔😭