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So I'm a big girl but I have lost 18 pounds so far. I've struggled my whole life with image issues. This morning my neighbor said that I was a fat ass. I'm really feeling discouraged and upset. My family has also commented on my weight my whole life.It's making me not want to eat. Trust me I know I'm fat but to hear it from someone else just stings a little more. I want so badly to be skinny so I won't have to be called that ever again by anyone. Does anyone have any advice on how to control these constant thoughts?