I’m in denial

So don’t get me wrong, I’m so ready to have this baby and to meet his sweet face and to give him so much love, and to sleep comfortably again and everything else that comes with not being pregnant.

However. I’m in denial. There’s so way there 30 days till my due date (I’m 35+5). I swear i was just finding out that I’m pregnant, or that we were just finding out about the gender and now we’re a month away from meeting him and I feel so under prepared and I’m not ready to be a mom lol