Anyone else nervous?

I wish I could get a weekly ultrasound of my peanut. I saw him/her at 8 weeks, 4 days. I'm super nervous because my husband and I tried for nearly 2 years for this baby. I just want to know everything is okay...being high risk and all adds to the nervousness.

Not many symptoms this week (11 weeks, 1 day today), just fatigue. I was super nauseous and exhausted from 8-10 weeks. I have an appointment next week when I am 12 weeks, 4 days. Hopefully, my OB will pull out her handy dandy pocket doppler.

I just need some reassurance today. 😔