Thinking about getting pregnant because I’m lonely

I’m kinda getting sad as I write this post. I recently moved out of my hometown and I’m really lonely. I don’t have many friends back home, and they won’t come visit me anyways. I only have my mom as my friend. Being friends with my mom makes me want to have a baby of my own because I see the bond that we share. I just feel like having a baby would make me less lonely. I can bare the loneliness but I don’t want to.

I’m only 20 years old, and I know it sounds crazy but I really want to be a mother. It’s kind of always been my dream.