I’m dreading going home.

This morning I was in so much pain and I’m not going to go in a explain why because it will take too long to explain.

I went to school this morning and before I actually went into school, I turned back and walked out with tears streaming down my face and in absolutely agony to the point where I felt I was going to pass out. I walked to my aunts and got a key from her neighbour and I’m currently sitting at my aunts house, with her and I’m feeling guilty about what I did and I’m dreading going home.

I have received no text from either of my parents so therefore I think they don’t know about it. I’m thinking that if I don’t hear anything from her before 2:30, I’ll walk to her car as normal like I would when I come out of school. I don’t want any of you guys having a go at me as I can’t explain what is going on and I don’t think I have to explain myself. I’m supposed to be seeing my boyfriend on Friday and I know that I won’t be allowed to now, if my parents find out about what happened. I know that there is no way that they can’t possibly not know what has happened as I never turned up, so a text would of been sent to my parents.

I can’t explain myself to them because they will just flip their shit. I’m tired of being in pain and being expected to just go along with it. I need some advice with what to do.