Struggling

Lately I’ve been grieving the lost of my late husband. I’m currently 27 weeks and 4 days and I haven’t been the same without him. All he ever wanted was to be a father and now he can’t. I’m so nervous for when the day comes and I have to raise our twins on my own. I’m so scared and I miss him so much. I have just been trying my hardest to keep myself together and take care of myself but it gets harder everyday. I don’t know what to do anymore and I’m so upset that he won’t get to meet the babies he prayed for. I love him so much and just want him to rest in peace ❤️