I completely suck.

25, happily married and i shouldn’t have such a antisocial anxiety life.

I have zero friends. And I’ve moved to a new state away from my family and siblings i did everything with.

I’m socially awkward and when I’m out with my husband and his friends with their wives i feel out of place and so awkward. I am so unhappy with myself.one of the wives says she wants to hang out with me but we have nothing in common at all. It just doesn’t click.

I miss having a best friend. But the ones I’ve had left. So part of me doesn’t even want friends anymore... but it would feel good having someone to talk and vent to that isn’t my husband and is female. I have coworkers and past coworkers i talk to but we’re not on that kinda friend level that i feel comfortable venting to about certain things...

Anyone else like me or am i just pitiful?