I’m so dissapointed

Dissapointed but not suprised. He fucked me over again we got drunk n I found out he wa texting other girls n liking their pics. yes I’m insecure I told him what I didn’t like from the start n he told me he wouldn’t do that. He fucked me over once n after I went back but never checked his phone again. Until yesterday i was drunk n asked to see his phone n he didn’t want to but I grabbed it n saw everything. He says all of this that he wants me but doesn’t prove that to me. I’m 19 n he’s 25 he should be mature already n just tell me the truth if he wants to be a hoe well bye but let me know smh. (In the texts he says 4 of us bc I have my daughter n he has his son)