2 chemicals, 1 MMC, and 1 MC

Just had my second chemical, all 4 of these losses have all been in a row. I don’t seem to have a problem getting pregnant it’s just keeping the pregnancy that’s my issue. This will be my second cycle on progesterone RX so hoping it works this time around.

I’m so sad that now every time I get a positive pregnancy test that all I can think of is “I’m sure this will be another MC, wonder when it’s gonna happen this time” and no matter how much I try to not get too excited over it I always end up devastated that I MC.

Just needed to vent. Anybody know how to avoid a MC or how to not have anxiety about having another one?

Also, on CD2, anyone else?