Feeling nervous :(

I was induced last time and things moved fairly quick. 14 hrs and baby was born (41+3). This time, I am nervous that I will suddenly go into labour and it will take 24 hrs+ and then additional time in the hospital for recovery. I have to leave my 2 year old and senior rescue dog with my sister and they are never without me. It is just very stressful. Instead of being incredibly excited to get baby here, I am nervous. Last time, my dad was still alive and watched my dog for several days (they loved eachother - and I am devastated my dad isn't here now). Last time, there was no pandemic and family could visit and share the joy. Just feeling sad and scared. Sigh. :(