so sad

don’t want to seem ungrateful at all!🥺 or unappreciative but im just getting more sadder by the day no signs of labor at all had my membrane sweep had a bloody show been losing my mucus plugs for days but no contractions no water breaking i walk do lunges are pineapples i use a birthing ball and nothing my cervix is softened out and baby heart can be felt but no baby.. i just want him in my arms im so anxious to meet him and love on him it just hurts he not here yet 😩 im tired of being sad just want my son feeling so lonely