Mom guilt 😫😭

I’m almost 38 weeks and am reaching the point in pregnancy where I wake up and everything throughout the day makes me wonder “is it baby time??” I want to meet our baby boy so bad and am getting anxious/impatient. But then on the flip side every time I share a moment with my daughter (2 1/2) I feel so sad that any day now her life is going to change. It’s just so bittersweet and the guilty feeling I keep having sucks... I want to be excited about having this baby, which I am, but then I feel bad for being happy about him coming soon. My husband and I have discussed how we’re going to have to learn how to make alone time for both the kids and take extra time with our daughter to make sure she doesn’t feel left out... but I plan to breastfeed again and I know how much TIME it takes to nurse... I’m sure it’s just hormones but I’m just feeling so down today just thinking about everything that’s going to be changing soon... I just wanted to vent and maybe know I’m not alone feeling like this?