Pregnancy regret 😭

Idk if it’s normal to feel this way. I’m 27 weeks pregnant. This baby wasn’t even an accident. My husband have been married 3 years, we tried to for 2. I had a mass in my Fallopian tube and had it surgically removed, 2 procedures, fertility treatments and we lost a baby at the end of my first trimester. Not we are finally pregnant with baby girl and I’m drowning mentally, I’ve wanted kids my whole life. Well I thought I did and now I’m regretting it. I’m regretting something we begged for for years. I have HG so I’ve been super sick my whole pregnancy and I think just mentally I’m drained. I can’t imagine life going on like this. 7 months of being sick everyday, doing iv therapy on tons of medications and now that I’m huge I’m just so uncomfortable. I hate that I’m feeling this way. And I want to be excited for this baby girl I love her but I just want to scream at how frustrated I am at my body and that I feel this way. I just want to not be pregnant but I worry I’ll have bad feelings towards baby due to the trauma of the pregnancy 😭😖 pregnancy isn’t easy for everyone, my journey to motherhood is hard, and with all these hormones I don’t know what’s normal...