I got back with my ex who had put hands on me in the past however even though he’s claiming he’s changed he still kind of scares me but I love him and I’m willing to get over that

However sometimes he reminds me of the old him with him telling me to block people, his friend snapped me and he started on me about it even though I hadn’t spoke to him, then he started because I had a snap streak with someone that has never conversated with me just a simple streak.

I really love him but at the same time he puts me off because I’m still kinda scared of him but I want to be with him. But then at the same time I don’t. I’m stuck.