Over it...😖

Just needing to vent... super emotional and having a really hard week... 38+4 days. I had my 38 checkup the other day and was looking forward to being checked just to see if I had made any progress... only to be told by my OB that she wasn’t going to check me today and would at next appointment. I’ve been in SO much pain this week, super moody, and everyone is driving me nuts. I feel terrible because I know I’m being short with my toddler and husband but I’m just so ready to be done and was NEVER in this much pain with my first... I’ve literally cried 2 times today and just got my daughter to sleep finally and am crying again because of how I was today and for not being the mom I know she deserves right now... I just am so ready to be done...