Hitting a tough wave. I thought I was possibly getting my rainbow.

I’m going to try and make this post as short and painless for myself as possible. I had a miscarriage at 6 weeks, back in August. The bleeding lasted for a long month and a half. After several doctor visits and hcg lab test. I finally got my results that my hcg had gone down to 4 last week. I took a First Response test yesterday and got a pink, but faint positive on 3 separate test. I thought my body was possibly gearing up for my Rainbow. But, as of today my test since gotten lighter. To my surprise, I believe my extremely slow dropping hcg was just showing up on these test from my miscarriage. It’s just so painful and really makes my heart ache every time I go back into the bathroom and stare at those test from yesterday, knowing that’s the remaining physical memories of my ending pregnancy.