I am about to be THAT woman ......trigger warning*

I'll try and keep this brief....

I'm pretty damn sure I'm starting my 2nd mc.....5 yrs ttc 1 mc 4 yrs ago next week mirror image of now..

Last week bfp over joyed honestly didn't believe at this point could get bfp....Sunday spotted went away still didn't feel right

Call office Monday and thus begins the saga...

Had discussed with local Dr that if I had ANY spotting get my ass in to be checked...nurse gives me run around all day I'm in tears begging for labs anything...was told it wouldn't tell me anything and it was "implantation" at 5 weeks...

Long story short come to find out this bish was talking to a midwife from the office not my ACTUAL dr....by the time I find this out its late Tuesday and im at work....and you guessed it spotting again light pink thats getting heavier...

My biggest irritation is the nurse wasn't even talking to my dr who has treated me for 3.5 years...

So ....guess who is gonna be *that* patient who calls the office to complain....I normally wouldn't but im so irritated I literally called multiple times last 2 days begging for labs

getting upset that no matter what I said it was "normal"....

only to find out the nurse had been asking the midwife in house not my damn dr....I know for fact because in voicemail she fucked up and said

"I talked to our midwife again.........." listened to previous message that I half paid attention to other then to hear next excuse and there it was the midwife again....

So im heated i am a nurse thats not kosher you get direction from patients dr not some random assed midwife the pt has never met whose not even on my case....

So today im driving 3 hrs each way to get evaluated by my re who I hadn't seen in 6 months since treatment was on hold for weightloss prior to ivf...

So while I'm on the road I am absolutely gonna be that patient and demand to speak to local dr and someone in office administration...

you go to the dr not random midwife....kicker was found out my dr was the dr on call Monday....so im emotional and heated....but I feel I need to do this so it dosent happen to someone else