Positive test and not sure how to feel..

Today I am 9 DPO and was beginning to notice symptoms (nauseous, peeing a lot and fatigue).

Back story, I had a miscarriage back in June and 8.5 weeks and then a chemical pregnancy last month (September).

Today I received another positive test and I don’t know how to feel.... before anyone asks, I had my levels tested after the chemical and they were back to normal, therefor this is definitely a new pregnancy 🤰🏼.

I feel so sad, because I just don’t want to get myself excited... I feel like I’m just waiting for something to go wrong 😓