Need advice.

I’m struggling a lot lately with my mental health. I feel like I’m not being treated well in my relationship as well. I’ve been with this man for 6 years this month. Hes my high school sweetheart. He’s all I know since I have no friends and was my first real boyfriend as well. I feel like I’m not being treated the way I deserve to be. I feel like it’s emotional abuse. The one night I was feeling down, crying in a mental breakdown, and I asked him to come see me (he was gaming with friends) and told me to just meditate and go to sleep. He raises his voice at me for the smallest things, and I’m just feeling like I’m not loved anymore. (I may be a little dramatic idk), I’ve had MULTIPLE sit downs with him telling him when I have an issue of how he raises his voice, or says something I don’t like. But then a week later it’s like it again. I just feel like there’s someone out there that can treat me better. But he’s all i have, we have fur babies together etc. I just don’t know what to do😢