Sorry for posting loads

I'm 5+ weeks pregnant havnt told our familys yet as they won't be pleased so we are going to tell them when I'm 12 weeks and have had the scan at the moment I'm alone with this as I have no one to talk to about it as my boyfriend works so I cant really talk to him. Anyway this is my second baby and so far this pregnancy has been so different I've got bad morning sickness and I cant deal with it as I have a phobia of being sick so my anxiety is making it worse I didnt have any sickness with my first. I've tried eating small but frequently. Drank water and stop eating fatty food but nothing is helping I won't eat ginger as I hate the taste and makes me sick (so thats definitely not going to help) I have no one to talk to about this so this app is my only hope to have friends and someone that knows what is happening