Chest size, never thought I’d care..

I love my body a lot, I’ve worked for it. With all this sexualizing on the internet of women with big asses and big boobs surprisingly I never fell into that insecure trap but lately I’ve been thinking, I’m in my first relationship and i can’t help but feel like my A cup is not enough for my man, he grabs them and says they are a handful and smiles🙂 but I feel like he might be saying that because he’s my boyfriend, we watch movies and there might be a woman with huge boobs that I assume gets him a lil turned on and I feel like with mine I could never do that