Need advice mentally, emotionally & physically drained šŸ˜ž

Me and my SO have been together for about two years now. Last year around this time he cheated on me so I had left for 4 months... came back. It was all butterflies and rainbows at first, then his true self started coming out again. A girl I know messaged me him in her DMs being so thirsty so what his excuse was is ā€œwell you have been treating me like shit the pst couple weeksā€ MIND YOU, the girl he cheated with last year has also been posting stuff like he still messes with her so that’s why I ā€œtreat him like shitā€. I honestly don’t think that’s the only woman he is cheating with either. I really want to move on because he is very toxic, possessive ( not allowed to go to clubs with friends or even wear anything close to sexy outside the house I’m talking something as simple as crop top and leggings or bike shorts, even starts accusing me when I put makeup on). Everytime *** we argue He tries to reverse psychology on me, he will talk to me like a dog in front of his family then turn around and say he didn’t do anything wrong. His apologies are usually him coming into the bedroom laying on me for 5 mins then walking out. I’m so tired of this, he tells me if I think he’s cheating I should be woman enough to leave him. I’ve lost everything in my storage over him bc I went to jail over trying to fight the one girl last year for 2 months. I feel like he treats me as bad as he does because he thinks I won’t leave.

Now here’s the catch- I’m broke literally nothing ( I paid for our housing, groceries, wants and needs the whole first year and a half of us dating.) so I’m struggling lately cause of legal issues, now he’s wanting me to sell my car to help pay rent. HAH. so now he wants to take away my car too?!? I’m having such an issue with it that’s the only thing I have plus I own it. But I have been considering selling my car giving him my half of rent and just leaving. Get an apartment, work from home, take a break from the toxic ness. I love him but I am so depressed and everyday I feel worthless. I have no family that lives where I am and my friends unfortunately can’t take me in. What would you guys do?

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