A few months ago I was diagnosed w an ED. My nutritionist created a meal plan, but it feels so impossible to follow it. I have been to multiple hospitals and residential, and they are threading to send me back. I have been doing relatively good (or at least trying my best). Today, I ate breakfast, lunch, and a snack and was feeling kinda proud of myself. Then came dinner, and I just started crying. I ate it because my mom was there, but I went upstairs and purged. I just deleted so trapped right now, and if anyone has any advice, it would mean a lot to me. Does it ever get easier?