i don’t think i can vote.

I’m such an anxious voter. I really want to vote for joe biden but my mom is a hardcore republican and believes in the deep state and says the country is going to be ruined if he’s in office and she keeps telling me to vote for donald trump. She almost convinced me until i kept scrolling through social media and saw how many people were threatening to hurt themselves if trump got elected again. It’s just really hard for me and i don’t know any resources to figure out who i should really vote for. I’m really considering just not voting at all because i shouldn’t be able to make this life changing decision.