Is there something there?

Ive been fwb with this guy since December last year. My first fwb btw. Four weeks ago I almost ended because I wasn’t feeling it anymore. But I wanted to see him again so last night I went over. But it felt different, I don’t know if it was just me.

It’s been playing on my mind a lot so I had to write in my journal and this is what I wrote down on paper.

Am I just thinking to too much about it? Or is this something that doesn’t normally happen with a typical fwb? I just felt he acted super different.