Anxiety.... pregnant.... I just need to take.

Hi everybody.

I'm currently 33 weeks along. And I got super sick over the last few days. ( I had a dry cough at first, it got bad on Friday and Saturday I was all boogers and snot my throat hurt, my ears and my body hurts and then Sunday I was a little better but I still went to urgent care cause I usually get strep around this time. But they made me do a covid test as well) everything was fine until I couldn't really start smelling and I could barely taste the food. The doctors told me it will take till Tuesday or Wednesday, to get the results. I'm just like freaking out cause what if it is covid, I live with my elderly grandfather and I have a 5 year old little brother in my primary home. But since I took the test my boyfriend, the father of my baby, has told me to stay with him until the results.

My anxiety has been on 10 and u try to make it obvious because I dont want anyone to worry or think im being dramatic. But im scared for my baby, and I feel guilty for not being at primary home.

My mother says its fine I have to do whats best for me and the baby, but my 5 year old little is like my firat born he's been with me everyday since was born, he sleeps with me I take care of him once I make home from work and my boyfriend knows this as well. But he tells me its just best to wait for the results, which I know he's right.

I'm also scared if this does come out positive, im scared for the baby. This is my first born in me. And I just want her to be healthy and no complications. I keep getting scared cause I'm to so hungry and I know she needs the nutrients too, but its like all I seem to want is water at the moment. And I not doing what right. But its like when I do eat im only taking 2-4 bites and thats it.

I dont know I just think im all over place right now. And my mind cant keep focus. 😔